Journals are not my thing. But it has been so long since I've posted something. So, I'm out of high school and trying to figure out what I want to do. I like art, but am not very confident in following a career in that path. I mean, I don't even know how to paint. All I do know how to use is colored pencils and ink, to an extent. But after pretty much failing at a recent art show, I feel I need to figure out how to use other things, like paints and water colors. But its so hard to practice, expescually when no one has taught me and I have no time. I just wish people would stop lying to me and telling my art is better then it is. What I really want to some constructive criticisum, so I can get better. Sigh, oh well. Not like I'll need it. I'm better at other things that I can go into a career with. Film school, here I come.